To become something else

“Akala mo magaling ka, yun pala marunong ka lang” I remember this post as I browse my facebook news feed. This might be the first time that I will post something way out of geek stuff coz I just want to express what’s on my mind. I’m in the process of coping up with my new job and I could say that my performance is quite not good. My previous work doesn’t require any mental activity wherein you are being push into your limits. In short “hayahay ang buhay” and it’s not related from the course that I took at college. For almost 2 years my mind was put on suspended animation. Then right now in my new job where I work for (Name of an Avenger who died by catching bullets to save Hawkeye and that freaking child), things are not good for me.

 Due to the years working under BPO, I find it hard to catch up with the retail industry. Feels like I’m back to noobie level where I can’t even explain what is marketing and the current trends. All those creative ideas, stratagems and even business ethics are now gone. Even my superiority complex fades away because I know I don’t have any idea what’s happening. I sounded like a douchebag na nga due to my lack of my communication skills. This is the time where I felt yung “Walang madaling trabaho” feeling. So what are my options? Give up or fight? These are the moments in our lives that we can learn a lot from experience. I think of it the other way around like it’s some sort of challenge. My friend (Andi) once told me “How do I eat an Elephant?” I didn’t get it of course but then she added, “Divide and conquer”. No need to rush things and timing is also important. It’s okay to fail but don’t make the same mistake twice but if you failed again eh di wow! Kidding aside, those are fine as long as there is learning and use it in order to develop yourself. To save yourself you need to be someone else, you need to be something else ( Naks! Green Arrow!)

It's a sign! Reinvent!